a sort of retraction

Yesterday in my post I asked where the real talk was. I asked where the deep relationships were. I asked where the accountability was.

Truth is, I don’t think I want any of that.

Accountability? Do you know what’s going through my mind right now? Do you know what I’ve done today? I screwed up so much. Do I need accountability? Sure. Do I want it? Not really, no.

Here’s a confession: I think God hates me today.

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Edit: I’m so dramatic.